I'm writing this blog, but I should be..

I should be doing a lot of things right now, like doing other homework assignments or cleaning up around the house. I will eventually get to the other assignments I'm suppose to be doing but I know that once I get my mind focused on the other assignments that will take a lot longer to finish I will forget to do the easier assignments I have. Besides the other assignments aren't as enjoyable as this one, this assignment allows me to express myself and show how I feel or what I'm thinking on a particular subject. Oh and the cleaning, that's not happening today. Today is my day off from school and from work. Now that I think about it what I could be doing instead of this, I could actually be writing my fiance a letter. I could write it now but I'm going to wait until later tonight. I usually like to wait until night time to write him because it helps me sleep better at night knowing that everything I've kept on my mind all day was now on that piece of paper and off my shoulders. It makes me feel as if I'm really talking to him. I know this sounds weird but I consider him my personal diary. I know whatever I tell him will never be spoke of again unless it is with me and the difference between him and an actual diary is that I get a response from him. Another thing I could be doing is spending time with him.. but he's not here. I can't wait to see him again.